My mind has been all over the place since my last blog. Too much has happened, but for the most recent, it would be Ray’s situation. After much prayer and petitioning, God has allowed the courts to decide Ray should go live with his father after he moves in with his girlfriend. Not the best news but it news. So, of course i haven’t been holding it together too well but I’ve managed to get on with my daily routine without much emotional interruption.
But today, God choose LTM (my director) to remind me of the good. She gives me a card, a Mother’s Day card (a day i had already made up in my mind to not enjoy!), and it brings me to tears. The words in it just touched my heart and reminded of not only God’s love but the love Kenny and I have been able to bestow on Ray. During this time of preparing for the inevitable, i guess i forgot about what was. I forgot about the fun we have had with Ray. These past two years have been filled with the craziest experiences and we must be thankful for that.
So, i thank God for using LTM to touch my heart through her thoughtful words, to listen provide insight and a hug. Cuz i sure needed it!
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